is it really so fuckin hard to tag ur self harm like i do it all the time WATCH HERE I GO
…maybe not. B|
Give him back… He’s my little brother… Whether it be an arm or a leg… Or even my heart! You can take it! So give him back… He’s my only brother!!!
Saturday died in my arms last night. yesterday i had a feeling it would be that day. i just had a feeling. i have never watched something die before. he wouldn’t eat or drink and just wanted to snuggle, and as soon as he stopped breathing, his teeth clenched and his entire body went stiff. i was really confused and am really fucking sad. he had a nice last day, though. after i came home from the darkroom my dad and i gave him a warm bath in the backyard while he nibbled on apples. then i wrapped him up in a little towel burrito and we walked all around the neighborhood and it sounds stupid but i just showed him all these flowers, because i thought maybe he, in his lil rabbit brain, would think they were really pretty or something. i think he did. and i talked to him a lot yesterday, more than usual. told him about when i first met him, told him about a bunch of nice times we’d had together in case he’d forgotten in his old age. i sound retarded being this sentimental about a rabbit but honestly he was one of my best friends. and when someone or something is there almost your whole life, whether it’s a person, or an animal, or even something dumb like a table or a blanket, you feel it when it leaves. i suppose it was time. but it doesn’t make it easier. he has been there almost my whole life. (14 years! he was insane) it’s crazy. fuck. loved that little buddy. so fucking much.
i know what you’re thinking
that car in the background is parked hella close to the wall
cattbuttz: oh gosh, could you draw Sherlock and Johns sexy orgasm faces???? I want to see what they would look like in deep climax with each other!
I- I CAN’T HANDLE THIS SHOW. IM DEAD, DEAD AND NO ONE WILL MAKE ME RETURN HKASDGFHDGFJKSGADSFG